I STAND AS ALL AS ONE AS EQUAL AS LIFE

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that I can not be trusted with life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am less then life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be selfish and conflicted with regards to standing up as who I am as life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be self dishonest and manipulative - I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give reason and conflict power over me - who I am as life has no reason no purpose - who I am as life is not conflicted through the mind conflict exists I am not limited to the mind consciousness system I am not limited to thoughts I am not thoughts, I am not feelings, I am not emotions

who I am as life is undefinable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get so angry at myself and fearful of standing up as who I am as life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give my power away to an idea that fear is real

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as constant fear

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to an idea of the mind of a program of the mind consciousness system

Who I am as life is not an organic robot I do not have to limit myself I do not have to judge myself I do not have to feel bad I do not have to be self dishonest to live I have not lived

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself to systems

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that mind demons have power over me and that I am unable to stop participating in self dishonesty because of my age and the apparent system I have existed as - I have not lived

I allow myself to be brutally self honest in every single moment of every single breath here as breath I am stable here as breath I am able to slow everything down here as breath I am aware of myself here as breath i am able to see what I have accepted and allowed here as breath who i am as life remains constant stable self honest one and equal to all life as who I really am here as breath as moment as life - I courage I source I stand I live

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to actually live and to not live words as one with me as who I am as life

will is the way, the way is the will- i will myself, i do not accept or allow myself to separate myself from myself as who I am as life as all as one as equal

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe a thought to be real that I can not stand up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as not strong enough to stand up as who I am as life

I forgive myself that I have separated myself from self movement, courage, self honesty, self control

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in self dishonesty in the private forum as a form of manipulation because i have looked for others to say shes fucked up she can not do this she wont and then I will have a way to defend why i didn't stand why i was not able to stand

FUICKED

I do not allow myself to manipulate others as me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to realise what is best for all but make up excuses with thoughts feelings and emotions as to why I am not able to stand up 100%

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am a hard nut to crack and that I will have to take the fuicked route in being self honest

I do not allow or accept myself to define myself as limitation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear loosing relationships I have formed with family' and friends' - rather then deciding to remain here as breath as self honesty with them as myself I have avoided them I have avoided myself as who I am as life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to avoid myself and to suppress myself and my true nature so that others wont judge me I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be in separation with otherSELFS

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have a choice

choice does not exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value of acceptance from others over self acceptance as who I am as life as all as one as equal

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear letting go of who I have become as a system an idea a picture not real but an illusion

Who I am as life is not an illusion
Who I am as life is not a picture is not limited to sight - through the eyes of beings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse that because I am nice I am not able to stand up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in polarity of nice/mean

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear self forgiveness as I have defined myself unable to live the self forgiveness statements and I have feared the brutality of the structural resounance

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see not realise that my body is assisting and supporting me as myself as who i am as life to no longer accept or allow self dishonesty in any way what so ever

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see pain in the body as a punishment and not assistance

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being self honest with particular beings because then they may not want to be around me anymore and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone in this world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place value on relationships and for participation within separation by wanting to keep myself in separation though relationships

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear standing up to fear self responseability to fear self corrective application as I am self responsible for what I say for what i do for the words I speak

who I am determines what I do

I move

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to always desire to please a mind consciousness system

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cower and not stand as who I am as life as all as one as equal

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek stimulation in many forms such thoughts, feelings, emotions, color, pictures, touch, taste, sound, relationships

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as stimulation to seek to stimulate other selves so others will like me and want me around

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look for loop holes and excuses for why I am not able to stand up 100%

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own power

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that I will fail and in this limit myself to fail to fear

I do not allow myself to believe that I will fail

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see myself as a constant and continuous failure and let down to other beings

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in self judgment and self abuse

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not have a look at the outflows in space and time for my accepted and allowed participation in self dishonesty, self abuse, self hate, self anger, regret, shame, participation in thoughts, feelings and emotions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not want to look at points in my childhood that for so long have bothered me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse beings in word and deed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret what I have done what i have become one and equal to

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as shame for what I have become one and equal to

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be gentle with myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in participating in the ILLusion of beLIEf

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at my father in the matrix for drinking so much when I was a child and for saying abusive things to us my mother, sister and myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame my father for how I am and how I have ended up

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according the past the past is not who I am

I do not accept or allow myself to define myself as the past as shame and regrete

I do not accept or allow myself to not consider the consequences of being self dishonest

I do not accept or allow myself to manipulate myself in stateing that I am ignorate in doing this I create my future and cause time loops that are unnecessasry

here as breath I remain here as breath I am stablity here as breath

IGNOREnce is not bliss

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be attracted to abusive and controlling men

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become my father

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as anger, sadness, regret, limitation, disgust, suppression, self pity in a vain attempt to abdicate my self RESPONSE.ABILITY as who I am as life I do not allow myself to give my power away to self dishonesty

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my father and mothers opinion of me

opinions destroy what is real

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be self dishonest with beings so that I do not have to take self responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed and for my participation in this fuicked up demon possessed existence

I move
I express
I clarify
I am my directive principle
I am here as breath
I stop abuse
I stop
I stand as all life one and equal